I’ve had a couple of cups of tea, a couple of plates of food and done some thinking, and I feel a little better. Thanks to browsing Wikipedia I now crave a massage; my first one at that. In my non-relationship I gave good massage (feedback was positive) and I would always feel jealous of my victim as they lay snoring post-massage. No, they never offered. I am quite a tactile individual and it goes the other way too; I love being touched and having a little TLC lavished upon me.
It’s kinda dorky but a good massage (preferably performed by an intimate) is one of my greatest desires.
People complain I am too complex to ever fully understand but in some ways I have very simple needs. All you need to do is just think and be considerate, and you might get a little further into my supposedly warped psyche. I am considered weird by new acquaintances, and to be honest I revel in this weirdness but I’m pretty much like most other inhabitants of this big rock. I just have lots of things going on inside my head.
