Still awake and still feeling the same nervous feeling i’ve been experiencing over the last couple of nights. I have discovered that giving my torso a vigorous rub all over seems to take things down a notch but there’s still a residual antsy feeling crawling around inside of me.
It’s no delusional parasitosis but it’s definitely not a good feeling- I feel like I need to punch a door or roll around in a sandpit or something; my knee hurts too (it’s extra crunchy) and I feel like i’m scummy for no good reason. I’ve tried the usual fixes- Tensing then releasing my muscles, masturbation- Nowt seems to work. A good scrubbing is what I need; maybe my midday shower will fix me…
